Wednesday, April 18, 2012

What a shit day…

Not sure if it was the finish at 2.00am, although tonight is 1.30am as well, the chicken curry or the sheer stress I am feeling but I was sick as a dog last night. Couldn’t get up in the morning and was being sick the whole time.
Got into work, and had Darren make some sarcastic remark about deciding to turn up and I was very rude in my reply which surprised everyone, including myself. Very uncharacteristic and unnecessary as Darren is the one person I have time for in the office. I obviously apologised immediately in front of everyone but it wasn’t good form on my part. Rest of the day I don’t think I managed to speak two words and I didn’t eat or drink anything.
Could be stress, really wouldn’t be surprised, it’s really hard work at the minute in that every single thing I am doing is being scrutinised, not enjoyable. In saying that I had an incredible frank discussion with Pauline regarding her situation and realised she’s actually got it worse than me. I felt so sorry for her as she’s been treated pretty badly and has been working with Jason for 23 years, couldn’t believe what she was saying.
Actually I could as it was the same as what I’ve been saying to Tash
Back at the hotel in the evening working and saw that the Oxford City Nomads won promotion today but the ‘first’ team, which clearly wasn’t, played North Leigh in the Senior Cup final and lost 5-0. Not good at all. I understand that it was mainly comprised Youth players, bit disappointed that us Vets were not asked to represent the club, ah well, give the future a chance I guess!

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