Motivation (or lack of)

Really struggling at the minute. I’m just wasting time and not doing anything. We’ve been back from the Kili climb for 4 weeks now and all I’ve done is eat, drink and not exercise. 

Work is ticking along but even that I’m struggling with more than normal. Tash has gone out to see friends this evening and all I’ve done is watch tv, play on my phone and eat x2 crème eggs!! I intended to go to the gym but just couldn’t be bothered. 

I need something to aim for or motivate me. We have skiing next week so I’m looking forward to that and seeing friends tomorrow and playing golf so lots lined up, but I just feel lacking energy and a bit “low”. Not sad or depressed, just feel like doing nothing. Perhaps still on a comedown from the experience last month?

Anyway, I need to snap out of it so writing this and feeling sorry for myself and looking stupid might give me the kick I need. Let’s see!